AWKWARD.

the worst thing that could happen now ..
is it possible ?? I can't have a crush on him, I mean I know nothing about him and I think I only saw his pic on fb ..
but why the hell am I allways waiting to chat with him on fb if I don't know what to say !! I can't just say "hey, I saw ur pic nd I think u're cute so I want to b ur friend or mayb more" he'll think I'm crazy !!!

our chat is like
me-hi
him-hey
me-how r u?
him-ok nd u?
me-m2
....

what should I say/do ??

awkward...

exaggeration

okk !! maybe I exaggerated a bit on what I said before .. so what ?? it's how I felt !!



I hve not much to write today because I'm sooo excited to watch the 1st episode of the 3rd season of  The Vampire Diaries !!! xD

excluded.

they're allways saying that I've to think 'bout the others !!! we can't do something without the others .. we can't go somewhere without the others .. cuz they may feel excluded !!! but what about me ??? what about when you do something or go somewhere without me ??? shouldn't I feel excluded 2 ???? but no one remembers that !!

y does it hve to b lke this ?!

soo I'm kinda like an average teenager, only thing is that
I hate having to face new things .. when you gotta chose, pretend to be something just to be popular and have lots of fake friends ooor just be yourself and stay with maybe 5 friends that may disappear when u need them ... !!!
errthing changes, there's allways sumethin wrong !!!!!!

" being a teenager makes you wanna die -.-'' "