terça-feira, 11 de junho de 2013

keeping the blog / homesick

it's been so long since I don't write! but as this was the way I found to talk about everything when I was sad and felt that I had no one to talk to, I decided to keep the blog =) after the exams though I'll have more time to write

sooo news of the day!! -.-
I miss my parents and friends sooo much :'( I can't wait until July 17th to go there, if it wasn't the exams and everything I'd be there by now but what can I do?! nothing else than wait! so I'm gonna be counting the days :b .. not to say that I'm also tired of some things here (not that I'm complaining but there are still things here  bothering me!) they're still being too harsh on me but sometimes I even think if I was the one expecting too much of them which makes me feel kinda disappointed now.. I gotta say that "cuting the pain away" at some point can be addictive but I don't really see what's good about that because besides wasting my time on something that may kill me or at least leave scars, why would I risk my life for that??!

(well I'll have to continue this other day because I don't have time now and I just came to see if I should keep it or not)

P.S.: sorry if some phrase doesn't make sense or if there's something misspelled in the text, english is not my main language.