it's funny how things can change in a few months! I mean it's been 4 or 5 months and I passed from staying always alone at school to finaly making good friends and that's awesome because I think that if I had more of that loneliness time I would get to my "breaking point"! seeing me saying that I can finaly make friends now maybe makes people think I'm a totally weirdoo that never had friends! the thing is I actually had lots back in where I lived but it's hard for me to talk to strangers so I was having difficulties but that doesn't matter now that I finaly went through it! I think I'm finaly getting along now :)